Sat_Mar_30_08:00:41_PDT_2019

Just got the report and it is good and a little bad
ￂﾠ Progressive growth but slow on previous noted recurrence
ￂﾠ Unfortunately the blighter has created another tumour in the right lung and a few new ones in the left
ￂﾠ No sizes were given so will wait to receive a copy and do a little measuring myself
I must be the only person who doesn't know what staging I have been throughout this journey
ￂﾠ When I visit my oncologist next week I am going to try and find out what I was marked down as, if at all, after surgery in 04, before surgery in 09 and now
ￂﾠ I would think now I am a T1 if that but it would be interesting to know about 09
ￂﾠ I know when I look back at the photo's it looks a lot but that question remains could I have held back
ￂﾠ When a surgeon tells you that maybe in 4 months you won't be around, and he is a good surgeon, you have to go with their knowledge and to be fair I did feel rotten at the time
ￂﾠ Also UCLA told me the same in August and November, that without surgery I didn't really have long
When you look back things don't look as bad as they were at the time
ￂﾠ Like chemo I can't remember being as ill with it, until I read what everyone else is going through, then the memories sometimes come back
ￂﾠ Well back doing my paperwork I hopeￂﾠLyn has better results !!! Come on Lyn you can do it
ￂﾠ I hope whoever else is waiting gets stable rather than slow